Ruth Delleva
Paul was my son n law for a lot of years, we could always count on him for everything, he was always there and ready to help no matter how much work he had that day he was always willing. He once surprised me while I was on vacation and painted my kitchen while I ws gone. My mother in law has very special Blessed Mother statue that her late son got her, well after all the years she needed a little "color " added for refreshing well he repainted it for her and put it back I her yard as a surprise!! This was Paul,... I remember all our family vacation Vegas, etc. The day his son Carter was born I couldn't be at the hospital with my daughter because of work, he actually while helping her deliver made sure I was listening to everything when my grandson was born with his cell phone. He was very proud of his wife and sons, and his marriage and his family and his singing. He was a very proud man ! I loved listening to him sing, I still have one of his originals on my mp3 . I will miss him terribly but also made a promise to him at the funeral, I will always be there for his sons no matter what!!!!. He is at peace now and no demons can ever enter his life anymore, and I'm sure he knows how loved he is here!! We all will sit back at some time and wonder what else could we have done, well it was ultimately no matter what up to him, unfortunately he couldn't save himself. There will always be love for Paul and I'm sure Austin ,Carter, Trina, Julie, Kim, Frank, their dad realize now how much love there was for him!!! Rest in Peace my son. We will finish your work here for you with a little help from you now and then, You are singing in the big time now , which was one of your dreams love you, mom delleva
